Ah, February – the month of Love! January did a fly by on my radar. It was a busy month, full of emotionally charged days that I’m glad are past me. I ate my way through the month and I’m currently trying to come down off the high of feeding my stress. As I sit here typing this, I’m wishing I had on my pajama pants since my jeans have become less like clothing and more like a torture device.
My mother had her aortic aneurysm surgery in the middle of January and she did very well. I can now say with certainty for a fact, I am not capable of taking care of her in any way, shape or form. And I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad thing. The facts are as follows:
#1. She wants things the way she wants things and I am too much of a controlling person to be ok with that.
#2. She’s not willing to help herself and I cannot feel responsible for that.
#3. She does not trust me, never has, never will.
We are oil and water and a life and/or death situation does not change that fact. Those reasons are enough to fuel the fact that this type scenario will not – can not – take place again.
However, every rain cloud has a silver lining. About 7 years ago when we moved to Indiana, we (I) gave away our dachshund and I’ve never really gotten over wanting another one (or feeling guilty that I gave him up). Knowing this, the Better Half decided to buy me a new dachshund puppy as a late Christmas gift. She is an absolute joy! She’s adorable and so, so sweet! My youngest daughter named her “Gretchen Wieners” but to simplify things a little bit, we call her ‘Indy’. She, like most doxies, is a cuddle bunny, her favorite thing is to be held and snuggled. She bunks with the oldest as she doesn’t have a “pet” other than her Betta fish, Bae and he’s too hard to snuggle with.
It’s been chaotic trying to potty train her and to keep up with everything else, but I have no doubt as things calm down and I can focus more attention on her she’ll have it in no time! As they say, there are no bad dogs, only bad owners and I don’t want to be a bad owner!
It’s only the 1st, but I’ve already started working towards Valentine’s Day! It’s one of my favorite days of the year. Here are some of the ideas I’m tacking for this Valentine’s Day.
Seven Days of Love, for both the Better Half & the girls
and because they know I love to make them, the girls requested my cut out sugar cookies, which I’m happy to do because really, who doesn’t love ❤️s?!
Yesterday I jumped in feet first and decided to experiment with my new silicone heart molds, I melted some Ghirardelli dark chocolate wafers and some Ghirardelli white chocolate wafers. I put in the heart molds, pistachios, craisins, dates, toffee chips, mallow bits, rainbow & crystalized sugar sprinkles and then piped in my melted chocolate. Placed them in the fridge for abut 30 minutes and boom! Instant “homemade” chocolates! Easy Peasy Lemon Squeezy! You can see it here at No.2 Pencil!
I do hope you all have a beautiful and love filled February! I hope to see more of the blog this month!! (I’m saying that a lot these days, aren’t I?!)
Do what makes your heart happy!